It feels like whenever I'm happy it wants to punish me.
Everytime I go out and have fun I feel so low the next day.
It's like it drains all my energy and just makes me feel so heavy.
So today when I woke up I didn't know what to do.
So I thought why not have an ensure?
I remember when I was first recovering and I had to down tonnes of these.
They actually taste amazing, almost like a frapacino <3.
Unfortunately it didn't quite give me the energy boost I expected. And now I'm annoyed that I've had the extra calories for no reason :/.
I know I have to wake up and go in to school but would it be terrible to just study from home today?
I think I'm just so tired of this. I don't know what to do anymore :/.