I'm having a tough time today.
I just have no energy.
I just want to curl up, fall asleep and for this all to be over.
Sadly, that's not possible. Instead I need to get up, go out, do something!
I have to keep going on with my life.
Today my boyfriend asked me out to dinner.
Everything in me is telling me to cancel, but I refuse to.
Why shouldn't I be able to go out and enjoy a meal?
Why shouldn't I be able to enjoy such a normal thing to do?
So today I'm putting my foot down.
I will go out and I will eat.