Friday, 24 February 2012
Changing my ways
I actually dont think I could love anything anymore.
Recently with my mood being all over the place I've shouted at him so much.
I felt physically sick seing the fear in his eyes when I walked into a room.
Seeing him like that made me realise what I was doing is not fair.
I was using my problems as an excuse to act out, but thats not okay.
Being horrible to people that havn't done anything wrong is completely unaccpetable.
In a way its still giving in, making me think that eating will cause me to act in a bad way.
But I can eat and be happy about it.
Instead of feeling angry I should actually feel proud, and from now on I will.